You are about to enter a book full of poems of the years that have past so far. But be careful though, this book contains both positive, but also darker poems. After struggling with depression, self-hatred and suicide thoughts, Joya is finally trying to put that chapter behind her. She takes you through the different stages of her thoughts. By publishing the poems that she wrote during that time, she is sharing her story and feelings to help you realize that you are not alone.